soul astrology 2
lillith
The power of true self worth
Hello dear friend of basic trust and soul rushing,
As you have probably already noticed, we live in extraordinary times. A time of great transformation, of breaking up old, encrusted structures. All that stinky crap you tried to hide under a gold blanket breaks through and comes to the surface.
But remember: the outside is always a mirror of the inside and the transformation is always from the inside out. If an attempt is made to influence the inside from the outside, pressure and compulsion arise and we find ourselves in the old game. If the change happens from the inside out, development and creative power happen.
You know, if you've been reading my lyrics for a while, creative power is THE central theme. The energy that has not only been tried for centuries, but actually taken from us: our creative power. We are not "poor sinners", we do not need to wait for salvation or for anyone to redeem us.
And this is where a force comes in that would have liked to have completely destroyed the church. Would have liked to be pushed into oblivion. And it worked. It worked for many, many incarnations, with violence, with suppression, with fear-mongering. But now we are changing times and what belongs to us is emerging from the shadows back into the light.
One of the greatest energies that comes back to us from the hidden is the power of LILLITH.
A long forgotten and neglected energy in our horoscopes. But we all carry the Lillith energy within us, whether male or female. We all. When something that has been in the shadows for a long time reappears, there is a risk of imbalance. Where before there was "too little of", we suddenly live "too much of". The invitation when we bring Lillith's energy back into our lives is to create balance within us. Finally finding peace within us. Finding our light within us and that will be what we then give back to the world.
The major topic at Lillith Enerige is "SELF-VALUE". I know Lillith likes to be sold as Adam's unruly, irrepressible first wife before she was banished and replaced by the "good" Eva (and if we're being honest, Eva wasn't that good after all J ). And here it is important that we clearly define what uncontrolled and untameable means.
It doesn't mean, as we are told, to be a "tomboy" who wreaks havoc without understanding the consequences and constantly has to fight against the system.
Lillith was uncontrolled in the sense that she didn't "need" anyone to be. She didn't need Adam to feel valuable. She didn't need Adam to save her from anything. She was ruler over herself. This ultimately means "unruly". That nobody else decides about you and your creation, but you build your kingdom wisely out of your self-worth. (This is of course difficult to cope with from a church point of view, if the woman is to be subject to the man)
Every topic, every soul development field, every planetary energy on our way into soul astrology is manifold. There are so many levels and so much to see. So I can only present you a tiny part of Lillith's great energy here. But maybe that opens doors, maybe it invites you to continue researching, to discover yourself more deeply and to change your life for the better in the long term.
Five Invitations of Lillith Energy
- Find your self image
In the field of self-image is the Lillith Energy's invitation that we stop trying to live up to externally imposed claims of how a woman or man should be. The invitation that we first free ourselves from the social, family and partnership demands on our being.
And let's be honest: it's not as easy as it sounds. Because we "slide into it" like that, we just become big in the family system, in the social system and move into systems based on partnership. We learn from the people around us. Become like them, refuse to become like them and then become like them *laughs* .
Finding your own self-image can be quite a bit of soul work. Facing the external pressure to fit into the system in order to find yourself is an art. Is the way and the goal.
And if you've been following me for a while, then you know the important questions: who are you? And is that what you want to be? – We can't take enough time to question this again and again.
For my part, I can only tell you that working on your self-image brings you freedom. You stop being "lady" or "male". You stop being the person in the shadows who does everything to make the person in the light look good. You step out into the light yourself. You create your life, your being and no longer pamper the others. This is important. And no, it doesn't mean we're reckless and selfish. It means that you begin to become the ruler of your realm - unruly.
With this work comes Lillith's second invitation
- Discard the mirror behavior
So many people who are very empathetic and highly sensitive. That's good - remember my blog article on the "Gifts of Empathy". It is good when we perceive and feel. But we can stop giving more space to the state of being of others than to ourselves.
We then feel how this and that is doing. How bad, how sad, how sick. We know for everyone what they need, what would do them good, what they have to do now, etc. Do you know what that is: you are poaching in someone else's domain. Yes, that might sound frustrating and maybe you're annoyed too. Let us nourish our self-worth from this ability to "feel what the other feels" and yet remain empty.
Lillith's invitation: do not care about the kingdoms of others, make your kingdom a thriving, nurturing, peaceful and fulfilling one. We can't do that if we're always preoccupied with how other people are doing, what other people are doing. We then waste far too much time with voyeurism, yes, even empathic voyeurism, than making sure we build a fulfilling life.
The art is not "feeling others" - the art is "feeling yourself" always, in every moment of your life. What touches you, what attracts you and why? What turns you off and why? What do you feel and what can you recognize from it for yourself? And the more sensitive we become to ourselves, the more sensitive we begin to deal with the world. The more life-giving we will build our own empire.
And yes, that may also sound harsh, but then we come into a very special Lillith power: at some point it doesn't matter what the others do. You follow your feelings, which will surely guide you through your own creative processes. And then it doesn't matter what dramas others start in their lives.
Yes, you can also leave the dramas of your parents, your partner, your adult children as they are. They are their creative processes in their realm of life. Yes, I know this sounds harsh... but the more you delve into this process, you'll realize that it's not your job to save everything and tell everyone what to do to make them happy . Your job is to make sure you are happy. Then, through your being, you can be an inspiration that others can motivate themselves to change from.
And don't forget: you are completely free. You can take Lillith's invitations and see how you feel about them. Or just keep being Eva for now – that’s okay too. At some point Eva also bites into the apple of knowledge and thus brought the Lillith energy back into the kingdom. You decide when is the right time for you. ONLY YOU!
- Believe in yourself
When we are little we very often have a very clear sense of what suits us and what doesn't. But immersed in the system, we often lose a feeling for ourselves, but above all our belief in our abilities. Remember the Soul Astrology 1 article - if we tell a Pisces to hold its own in the savanna, it will most likely fail miserably or be in a constant struggle for survival.
So many of us, too often, find ourselves unable to conform to the demands of the system - parental demands, school demands, etc. Then a mathematically gifted child has to struggle through French, while an artistically gifted child struggles through mathematics.
In our youth and childhood we constantly experience that what we can and what we are is not enough. That it's not good enough in so many areas. We study for the sake of our parents, although we would have preferred to become craftsmen. And someone else goes to college because their parents don't think they'll make it to college. And at some point relationship systems come along, which also make demands on us how we have to be, so that people can love us, so that people can be with us. We are in a constant "contortion mode" to please other people and the system and so often lose faith in ourselves.
Lillith's invitation here is: let it be. Just let it be. This doesn't mean that we can't sometimes fight our way through if there are hurdles on our way. It doesn't mean that we should give up as soon as the path gets strenuous. It's an invitation to find your milieu in which to thrive. Where the struggle for life ends and you dive into the flow of being. Where life starts to get easy.
Yes, we can look for this milieu. Vote again and again until we are doing well. And the way there begins with believing in yourself. Put down your sword in areas where you cannot win, which do not correspond to your being and give yourself completely to your area. And yes, it can be different, freaky, extraordinary, but it can also be mainstream, very classic. Go where you feel right. Try until you get there.
- Make yourself independent
Becoming independent does not mean that we stop making connections and relationships. On the contrary, the more independent we are, the more intense our relationships can become. The freer in the flow of love they can become. Because we can leave the games of power and dependence behind us.
Independence also does not mean that I act ruthlessly, but that I can enter a relationship freely, which is allowed to develop freely. I don't need the other to feel validated, to feel loved, to be taken care of financially or emotionally or otherwise.
I can then freely engage with the other according to my feeling, we can meet and enrich each other. This is the great art in a relationship that we rarely manage. We don't want to be alone, we want to feel loved, we want to be taken care of, we want to be secure, we want the other to do things for us because we don't want to do them ourselves, because we don't feel like it, because we think , we couldn't do it, etc. And with that we go - often unconsciously - into the Golden Cage and at some point we wonder when being in love disappears, the violins have stopped constantly fiddle, why we feel so "grey", so imprisoned . Why we have so little air to breathe.
Because we have made our world very small, because we have become dependent in order to get supposed security.
Lillith is the energy that blasts and breaks open the Golden Cage. And yes, sometimes we find ourselves with "nothing" and are allowed to start over. But always with the Lillith invitation to go into independence, to find it in you, because then you are free, because sooner or later your life will be better, because your relationships can then be different.
- No more blame games
We can have a separate article on this point at some point. blame games. A huge issue in our society. If something goes wrong, the culprit is sought. As if everything would get better then. huh
If our life doesn't run smoothly, we look for the culprit. It's usually easy to find. N / A? Yeah right. We always, really always and almost always start with the parents. You can't develop freely because your parents have suppressed you. You can't have a good relationship because your parents didn't teach you self-worth.
Lillith clearly invites you: stop it. No more excuses. Listen to. If you really want to arrive in your life and in your being at some point, stop playing the blame games.
I want to see whoever speaks up when you ask: Who had a wonderful childhood with no injuries? Hardly anyone will report. Certainly there are childhoods that are incredibly hard. Inconceivable downright. But if you remain in the blame game, then to this day you are giving the "ghosts" of the past power over your life and what happens in it. You will get stuck in the swamp with it.
Can you do it? But Lillith is the energy that gives you the power to get out of it. What has been is gone. Remember the previous point “Independence”. Make yourself independent of the ghosts of the past. It doesn't matter if your parents believed in them. It doesn't matter at all for your creative power in the now. I'm not saying it's easy. But I tell you: it is the path that will bring you to you.
If you're not living the life you want to experience. If you don't experience fulfillment in your lifetime, then it's not your parents' fault, your kids, your partner, your job, your boss, etc. Yes, I know, but it's so much easier if they were to blame, right?
The problem, blame games lead you straight into addiction and keep you stuck there. You depend on someone else to make your life beautiful. And I'm not going to tell you a secret: they won't. THEY WON'T DO IT. Not your parents, not your partner, not your children. Why should they? It's up to you to take your creative power and create a life in which you are comfortable.
This is the Lillith energy. She's not soft and begging. It's not: "Oh you poor thing. I'll take care of that for you". The Lillith energy can seem hard, but it leads you to yourself, to your self-worth and thus to your free creative power. She doesn't cuddle with you and everything is fluffy. She doesn't build castles in the air.
There are no candy floss emitting unicorns. There is no spiritual "light and love" transfiguration. She clears all the fog. She looks deep into your soul. she sees you Your true wonderful, beautiful, extraordinary being and asks you to see it too.
She holds the mirror in front of you and asks you to look into it. What do you see? Who do you see? whose life are you living Whose path are you walking? And if the answers are not: I and MINE, then Lillith starts shaking until you can see yourself, until you recognize your gifts, abilities and your living environment and start living.
Lillith Energy has waited a long time on the dark side for its time to come. And her time has come, along with the White Dragon, as a gift for you and your soul development. It is up to you to bring them to your side as an ally energy to truly find yourself.
May this path be blessed for you.
Love, your Jennifer
