Egyptian/Osirian soul testing
We, as souls, step out of the great soul unity in order to be able to experience ourselves as an incarnated soul. The soul contains all possibilities of expression, from the lowest to the highest. The aim is to experience and develop oneself to such an extent that we can live the highest possible expression in all areas of being.
This is a path that we walk step by step, from incarnation to incarnation. It's a long way, because the possibilities of expression are manifold.
The great strength and task of Egyptian/Osirian high culture is the "weighing" of the soul after the end of an incarnation cycle. Weighing sounds a lot like judging now, but it's not about judging, it's more about probing so that you can plan for your next incarnation.
So that after the death of the old body one can reflect on what worked, what one developed and unfolded and what might have fallen by the wayside, what could have been designed more perfectly, etc.
We are often too caught up in the game of punishment and penance, of judgment and rewards. Too much the church has installed the belief in hell and purgatory and has been maintained and strengthened over the centuries.
So we've stopped really questioning what does incarnation really mean, why do we go from life to life. Many now think that incarnating and living is a punishment, that one has not done it well enough and that, unfortunately, one has to be born again. Life as punishment instead of as an opportunity to experience, develop and perceive oneself as souls.
The soul holds memories of a lot of life, a lot of memories, a lot of hurdles you've already overcome, a lot of holes you've fallen into again and again. Life is not a race. Life is not a competition: who does it better? Who is winning the game?
Life is being as a soul that has the ability to perceive, recognize and individualize itself. When we have mastered all 12 soul development fields, we can go home. In the Egyptian image, they then go home to Osiris - the star home from which they once came.
But the soul takes its mission on earth seriously, even if the ego would sometimes like to escape from it. You can compare it a little with running a marathon. The soul has decided to come here from its star home to run the soul development marathon.
Anyone who has ever run a marathon knows that it can be tough, that it can be exhausting. Sometimes you just don't feel like it anymore and would like to stop. But you don't stop because you want to make it, because the feeling of having made it, to having arrived at the goal, is so incredible. So fulfilling. And there is another very special point that can be experienced while running, like with the soul development path.
This is the moment where you become one with what you are doing right now. You then become the barrel, you then become the soul in the moment of being. You become one with what you do. A great moment.
The Egyptian-Osirian high culture, or the knowledge of the stars, which has incarnated on earth in Egypt, is the knowledge of these 12 soul fields or gates that want to be brought to mastery. Which leads every single soul from the unconscious state into the highest self-state. She has an infinite amount of time for this, an infinite number of lives with an infinite number of possibilities to experience and recognize oneself.
The pure heart
In Egyptian drawings we can see how in the underworld the heart is weighed. The heart as a symbol for the soul, for your soul status. The beauty of it is that we don't have to wait until we're dead before we can delve into the Egyptian soul-testing process.
We can face the test at any time. "Sound out" our heart to see where we actually stand in our soul development. This can be done on different levels, from superficial to the true master path of Osirian initiation. Every high culture has its own path of initiation. The Way of Soul Mastery. Ultimately, in the end, it doesn't matter how you managed to express your soul in the highest possible being. The main thing is that we do it. The main thing is that we go the way.
The central linchpin of the Egyptian initiation is the "pure heart". By this you will be measured. We can work on that right now, right now. We don't have to wait until the moon is right or we finally have the right partnership or enough money. No, you can start right away. You don't need anything material for it. You just need you.
But beware: the danger on the master path is always that we deceive ourselves, fool ourselves, assume that we are "oh, so far". The universe, or in this case the Osirian gatekeepers see through you.
You can't fool them into anything that isn't. And that's good. Why? Because this is the only way we can really go into change and into the process of transformation. At the moment when self-deception, pretense and the game of manipulation come to an end, your path of Osirian initiation begins.
The “pure heart” test measures why you create as a soul. What intent, what motivations, what level of enlightenment, awakened consciousness permeates your creation. You will be measured by this level. And we can already work to ensure that the result is in our favour
Tetraktys - the tetrad of your creative power
The Tetraktys of your creative power is put to the test. These are THINKING-FEEL-SPEAKING-ACTING in all 13 soul development fields. Goal: to be the highest possible "pure heart" on all four levels in all 13 soul development fields and thus also to express it.
Again: it's about BEING - we can try to play it, to pretend, but nothing escapes the "gatekeepers". They look into the depths of your soul, your heart - there they see how "pure" you are in the Tetraktys.
When we decide to take the path of initiation, that is exactly the approach we are constantly working on: to think, feel, speak and act from a pure heart - without ulterior motives, without manipulation, without cheating, without Hate, envy, desire, etc. We can constantly question ourselves for this. By that I mean when we feel hate, for example, we ask "Why do I feel hate now?" or "Why did I speak so meanly now?", "Why did I treat my partner so badly just now?", "Why do I think always bad about that person?” etc.
Through questioning we can begin to recognize ourselves. From this knowledge we can begin to change. Gradually letting go of the dark spots in order to find the "pure heart".
Hey, nobody said it was easy. Remember: it's a marathon - it's the journey, it's the goal. We are allowed to make mistakes, we are allowed to stumble and make wrong decisions. We may learn, walk and enlighten. This is the way.
gatekeeper
In the Osirian tradition of initiation, each field of soul development, each gate, is guarded by a guardian. These, let's call them energies - or gods - are not there to condemn, judge or even destroy you. No, they are energies that support you in recognizing yourself, that help you to find your way into the light-filled being in order to overcome the lower states of being.
The gatekeepers as allies on your path of initiation. But again: they don't allow themselves to be deceived, persuaded, cheated. They are energies. They are clear, powerful, see-through, calm, patient, steady, grounding. But the advantage is that you can connect with their vibration, tune in to their frequency in order to approach the pure heart step by step in the respective soul development field.
transition gates
If you've been following me for a while, if you've been working with my soul sprays, then you've already got to know them, the 12 soul development fields. And yes, I repeat them like a mantra over and over again, for they are the key to soul initiation. No matter which path you choose, these 12 fields will accompany you.
They give you the "red" thread by which you can recognize yourself, measure yourself, on which you can work to change your life for the best. If you change your life, you change the world a bit and together we create something new. So simple and yet so often so difficult, isn't it?
In the Egyptian soul test, we are invited to lead each individual field into its perfect existence, i.e. to draw from the "pure heart" in each field.
The fields are in detail:
- From EGO-CENTRIC to SELF-CONSCIOUSNESS
- From SELF-DECEPTION to SELF-VALUE
- From EGOISM to SELF-AWARE
- From NARCISSM to SELF-LOVE
- From TYRANNY to SELF-CONTROL
- From KNOWING BETTER to SELF-KNOWLEDGE
- From MANIPULATION to SELF-JUSTICE
- From POWER GAMES to SELF FORGIVENESS
- From HAPPINESS to SELF-REALIZATION
- From LACK-CONSCIOUSNESS to SELF-FULFILLMENT
- From the STATUS QUO to SELF-LIBERATION
- From WILLLESSNESS to SELF-CONFIDENCE
This is often easier said than done. Ultimately, it requires that we keep coming back to our own motives for thinking, saying, feeling, and acting as we do.
Again, the "pure heart" is a state of being and it draws from the pure soul light that is already within us. In a "pure heart" one does not help because one has expectations, one does not love in order to be loved in return, etc. From a "pure heart" one helps because one is help, one loves because one is love, etc.
So simple and yet so often a seemingly difficult path. But you can, any of us can. Because the light is already within us, we just have to turn the switch to "on" and then start turning up the dimmer. Gentle and appreciative, always in such a way that we are comfortable with it.
The Osirian soul test is great, it is unique, but most of all, life transforming. The fight stops, the weapons are allowed to rest, the view of the world, of your being, becomes calm, loving, appreciative. Qualities that each of us, but especially the world, so desperately needs. It's in our hands. We can always take the first steps into the powerful and magical path of the Osirian initiation.
Love, your Jennifer
