Old souls and their earthly primal fears
Hello and welcome to a new article in my Old Souls series. This time I would like to join you in entering the realm of primal fears that old souls can carry within them.
Attention: this article is very special. We're going to delve a bit into the times of Atlantis and before. Maybe that's too freaky for you, too crazy. I can't prove it on a logical level. They are my awakened memories from times long past.
Knowledge, the gates of which are opening ever wider as we enter the New Age, because it is important that we remember why we are here and accept our responsibilities in soul consciousness.
As you know, I don't believe in ignoring fears or simply not looking at them in the hope that they will go away on their own. Don't you have any fears, wonderful. Then you don't need to read any further here, unless you would like to understand for your work with other people what earthly primal fears old souls carry, where they come from and how you can master them.
However, if you feel that somehow everything is not going so smoothly in your life, that it is difficult with the joy of life, with money, with love, with basic trust, then you are exactly right here and now. The time has come to stop on our life path, turn around and face fear. We've been carrying them within us for so long, let's finally let them rest in order to fully focus on our creative power.
As always: everything I write here is purely my truth, arising from my knowledge on my path to enlightenment. It doesn't have to be your truth. Maybe you have other memories. That's okay. But maybe a part of you will also resonate with what I am giving you today and you will come back to a part of your own truth in order to overcome your earthly primal fears.
And don't you think that I can't overcome it to go public with this knowledge. It arose out of my own intense channeling and reincarnation work over several decades. Feel into yourself, you will only ever find your truth within yourself.
Earthly primal fears
In order to understand the primal fears of old souls, we have to go far back. I'm going to take you on a different story than the one you were given at school. I'll go with you to the beginning of "Project Earth", because the primal fears that we old souls can still carry within us have to do with our incarnation on earth.
Once we left the great soul unity as souls in order to be able to experience ourselves as creators at all. We have settled on many star homes and developed and created.
The connection between the Star Homes is the "High Council". The various Star Homes developed different emphases in their abilities. The Council recognized that if we are to recognize ourselves as true complete creators, it is important that we unify all of the different abilities. So learn from each other and inspire each other to integrate the knowledge of the other star home in us.
It was decided to send emissaries from all the Star Homes represented on the High Council to a chosen planet to teach each other until we had all qualities united.
Then it would go back to our star home, as a soul that has completely recognized itself for what it is and is now taking its knowledge to its homeland. 13 Star Homes took part in this project. The chosen planet is Earth, which has been placed under special protection for the period of the project.
Earth is a unique planet in its own way. It combines all the landscape qualities that we know from our star homes: huge, beautiful forests, seas and islands, ice landscapes, high mountains, etc., so that every star home on earth could find a place where it was similar to home, where you could feel at home.
The place where the 13 temples of knowledge and understanding gathered was Atlantis. Atlantis once so beautiful, so unique, a place that should bring hope for the universe, a place that should bring peace, between all star homes, a place of connection.
But Atlantis and the envoys of the star homes did not pass the task. Through power games, manipulation and betrayal, Atlantis sustained its downfall. An unimaginable deluge sealed the fate of all Old Souls—all those who first arrived here on Earth as Star People. (By the way, you can find the story of the Flood in almost all religious and spiritual traditions)
The crux of the matter: a contract with the High Council is binding. Every Old Soul who participated in Project Earth was committed to going through the process until the task - to unite the knowledge of all 13 Star Homes and thereby live in mutual peace with one another - is fulfilled. Attention: this binding contract only applies to the Old Souls.
All souls that came to earth for the first time after Atlantis are free. Therefore, the designation of Earth as a "Planet of Free Will" often has a somewhat bitter aftertaste for the Old Souls. Because yes, we can use our free creative will during an incarnation, but as far as rebirth is concerned, the primeval souls are bound.
I think you can only understand this dilemma if you are an ancient soul. I know many Old Souls who say they won't be back. I can understand the feeling very well and deep down inside we know we will be back. Because look around you, Project Earth is not over yet.
During the slow decline of Atlantis, the rules of the game were changed by decision of the High Council. The greatest change brought with it the greatest wound, or fear, for the Old Souls.
The High Council initiated the process of reincarnation for the Earth and the Old Souls. In plain language: we died and were reborn in new bodies. What an immense change, and above all fears, that brought with it, you can perhaps only understand if you are an old soul. All other fears are built on the primal fear of “dying”.
But be careful: reincarnation is not a punishment, but a newly created opportunity to go through the process of knowledge, in which we create the basis of possible knowledge via the DNA. (but that's another big topic, which we can cover another time). So: rebirth is not a punishment, but a means of knowledge. And yet it left a deep wound in the old souls.
The greatest earthly primal fear: dying
Before we came to earth, dying was not an issue. A soul in itself is impermanent anyway. She always was, she is and always will be. In the star homes we were born (which was a very special act), had the healthy, intact body that received our soul and we lived as long as we wanted.
There was no time limit. No dying, passing away, being born, being, dying, passing away, etc. We were, we didn't go. We didn't lose loved souls to a violent death, we weren't separated, torn apart. In the deluge of Atlantis we experienced violent death for the first time.
Lost loved ones for the first time who would not come back to us in this form of being. And here's something else that may seem paradoxical: in the time shortly after Atlantis, when you fell out of the supposed safety, the process of dying was new, we didn't know it and it was scary. How would reincarnation feel? Again and again?
Then there was a huge period of time - the time of oblivion - in which one had come to terms with dying. You just died, mostly violently, much too early, rarely peacefully in bed. Nonetheless, dying was scary because you just didn't know what would come next, how it would go on, because you had to leave loved ones behind.
Today - in the time of remembrance - we begin to recognize again that we are soul that is immortal. We feel that eternal life is possible (which we know as it is not to die from our home planet). It can be all the more frustrating to realize that we are still "trapped" in the process of reincarnation.
But here now lies the great gift that we may seize: to make life precious every minute. If you don't have unlimited time in this body, in this incarnation, then we are charged to make the absolute best of this time and not to waste it by making ourselves small, by refusing ourselves, life to enjoy.
Your limited lifetime in this incarnation challenges you to use it and, above all, to appreciate it. Loved ones who are in the process of loving and showing them that love. You don't have that much time for it, maybe less than you think.
Here love is the means that counters the fear of dying and calls out to you: Then love your life and the people who are in it. And if you can't love it, then change it until you love it. It's your life, your lifetime: what do you want to make of it?
The next great primal fear: loss
We old souls started the Earth project (due to the fact that the first attempt in Atlantis failed and we are now on the second path) with three essential losses that are anchored in our system to this day and can show up (can be noted: not every Old Soul may not have these fears at all, maybe a little bit of each - your own honesty towards yourself is required - and by the way: there is nothing to judge or fix and certainly not to evaluate)
- The loss of your homeland - we have left our beloved star home behind. It wasn't planned that it would take so long (yes, I know, now we come to the time and relativity and that everything takes place at the same time - but honestly: does that help you? My consciousness is now here on earth and I admit it openly: yes, damn it, I miss my starry home to the core.
I connect with her, I make contact.. but in the incarnation game we are in, I'm just not there in this here and now. You can compare it a bit with: Germany and Canada are here at the same time. But I'm in Germany now and making my experiences here and not in Canada, although I know that it is there and exists)
Losing Star Home has been hard and only the beginning. In the course of our incarnations here on the we have repeatedly lost our earthly homes: through war, through drought, through natural disasters. So many times we had to leave everything behind and move on. Again and again, life after life.
My grandmother always said (war generation who also had to leave their homeland): “Homesickness is worse than hunger. You can satisfy hunger with anything eatable, but homesickness only with home!” I didn't understand it for a long time. Only when I started to wake up and the memory of my star home came back and homesickness caught up with me did I understand what she meant.
Therefore: if you feel the loss of your home within you, then you are invited to urgently connect with your home energy. Find out which home (whether star home or your spiritual home here on earth, such as Atlantis, Avalon, Lemuria etc.) calls you.
Where you are drawn to and then energetically connect to it (I know it's just a shallow version of reality, but it can give you roots. The connection to my homeland has really strengthened me. I've carried the homeland energy with me ever since and strengthened and continue my awakening path and my vocation here on earth). If you don't know how to do this. At the bottom, at the end of the blog article, I will make you a suggestion.
- The loss of loved ones
By staying on Earth, we have left loved ones behind on our home planet. Yes, a few came to earth with us. A few have also entered the reincarnation process at some point. And yet many Old Souls feel - even if they cannot explain it - a deep loss of love for special souls. They are therefore often in the now constantly searching for this love and cannot find it simply because it is not earthly.
But again, the process of reincarnation has again and again snatched loved ones from our side or left us by force. So often have we had to bury loved ones, so often have we had to leave loved ones behind. And yes, it hurts. We are human beings with feelings.
Yes, we may know the meaning of everything, of the soul, of the game we are playing here on earth. And yet, yes, it hurts when a person we love leave. It has taken me years to get over the pain of walking my child (even though we are connected on a soul level).
As a human, I would have liked to spend more time with her here on earth. The death of my beloved father, with whom I still have a deep soul connection many years later, I would have liked to have had him by my side for longer as a person.
In this direction, such feelings are judged too quickly in an unconscious spiritual scene and one is labeled as unenlightened and “not that far” (whatever one wants to say with that).
No matter how much we have awakened, how much we have already recognized: we are people with feelings and we can let ourselves be touched. We can long for people and their love. This is life.
But death and the memory of losing loved ones can help us live the moment more consciously: you don't know how long your child will be by your side, how long your partner will be by your side. We don't know, so let's meet each other in love every moment.
Let's treat each other with respect. Mindful and honest. There are still too many harsh words, too many hurtful gestures and actions, too often we neglect the gift of love. Please, if you have people in your life who you love right now: then live that love every moment that you can.
It's a gift, don't just throw away this time you have with love. Don't let worries, fears, your life frustration, your aggression overshadow these relationships. Live the love, now and in every minute given to you with your loved ones.
I would now like to shed light on a great primal fear with you. There's certainly a lot more to write about, but I don't want to take up too much of your time. The world has become fast-paced, everything has to be eaten within 10 seconds, because unfortunately our attention span is supposedly no longer capable of more.
Therefore, another earthly primal fear that I would like to show you before I end.
The earthly primal fear: power
Power is such a huge topic that we could write a whole book about it. Let's scratch the surface a bit today. We come from the great creative unity and every single soul carries the creative potential within itself. What does that mean? What does that mean for you and your life?
That you are a truly powerful being. you are creator We carry immense unimaginable power within us. But in Atlantis, for the first time, the Old Souls really had to experience what it means when one uses one's power to manipulate, to destroy, to seize control. Ultimately, this behavior led to its downfall. And that we have developed a split relationship to power.
Since then we live the power on 1.) extremely low levels and 2.) more earthly nature (ie power over something as a form of manipulation). There are exceptions that have shown us what truly powerful abilities we have. The most famous example here is probably Jesus, who can serve as inspiration for us to develop the courage to bring our true creative power for good back into our lives.
Historically, power has once again hit massively and women in particular have been extremely insecure about regaining their power: the witch hunts and burnings in the Middle Ages. Since then, women have only exercised their power on the back burner, if at all.
Perhaps if we replace the word power with magic, she can change her gaze. We all carry within us the primal creator magic. Magic in the sense that we are able to change one state into another.
Nothing else does magic and yet it is everything. That is exactly what we want: to go from an unenlightened state to an enlightened one, from an unconscious state to a conscious one, from a sick state to a healthy one, from a poor state to a rich one.
power is magic No more power over someone else, but the realization that you have power over yourself. You carry the magic within you. You can change your life at any moment. You can change the states. You have the power. you have the magic
But in order to be really good at magically powerful work, it is important that we increasingly leave our fears behind and immerse ourselves in our true creator greatness. And remember: you've come such a long way already. From life to life. You are full of experienced history, do you really want to continue to hold yourself down from your fear of your power and what might happen if others recognize you?
When we give space to fear, we give up our power, our magic, our true selves. And yes, this is where the Planet of Free Will comes in: you may. You may give away your power. You don't have to step out into the limelight of your own life. You're allowed to be in the shadows. But you can also be the prima donna of your life. Enter the stage in the radiant light, spread your arms and shout out loud: Here I am!
As Hildegard Knef once sang: “It shall rain red roses for me. All miracles should happen to me!” I wish you that from the bottom of my heart. We didn't go so far as to shrink now, to let our fears take over us and our lives.
We are here now to show that miracles are possible, that we don't have to repeat the mistakes of the past, that peace and a life without fear is possible. That love can win, that light always triumphs over darkness.
That we are soul creators in every moment of our being.
I sincerely wish you a fulfilled, fear-free life in love. Your Jennifer <3
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